Hopings

Thinking about you, us together in an impossible dream.
As long as there's hope, there will be growth,
Even when you're gone, you will stay with me in memory,
An idea of what could be, a branch of an incomplete story.

The goal is to be whole, without needing anyone,
But there can't be a whole of me, without your company some,
And none can take away my love for you,
If that's what one day, I am finally able to give you.

I wish that love I had today, keeping things always this way,
Alas, I'm not ready for it, and when I am, you will be gone far far away...
Will I lament, to lose someone who could be the one?
Or will I be wiser, that the world remains same no matter what's done?