And it begins now................... But yet to end....
January...
I love her, I really do,
But whether she knows, I haven't got a clue,
I have fallen for her, in this year new,
Just a while ago, after exams before a days few,
I like her hair, I love her style,
I feel so happy, to see her smile,
The butterflies of new love, come to glow inside me,
A feeling all new again, lingering to be my destiny...
February...
This month's Valentine's Day,
But I can't confess my love yet,
For I don't want to startle her with that fact,
And who knows, if I say I might repent,
I shall just wait, and know her some more,
For I am her sands,
And she is my shore...
March...
She is queer with me sometimes,
The reason why I don't even know,
Except that maybe, just maybe,
My feelings for her she already knows,
The teenage love has begun to flow,
I am losing the patience to wait anymore,
I never am neither was so slow,
Especially for such beauties who I fervidly adore...
April...
Love is not easy, when you have studies to do,
And you know that the girl concerned,
Has maybe at last got the clue,
Tensions rise, it makes you sweat,
And when she doesn't respond to your love,
The more you begin to fret,
I just pray to God, that in the end all is well,
Or I else I will feel like, burning eternally in hell...
May...
Exam times are here,
Which I have never feared,
But fear there is in my mind no doubt,
For I am wondering what she will say,
When I tell her about my love today,
And the terror is gradually taking me away,
To place looking bleak, of rejection & heartbreak without hope,
And she said that's the truth, now I wonder how I will cope...
June...
Holidays going on, started after exams in may,
Away from friends for over two months,
I am missing everyone & her so much I can't say,
These wretched days, when will they end,
I tried to talk to her, times a few,
But the replies were same, nothing new,
She won't be there for me ever, she doesn't want to,
Vanquished in love again, I don't know now what to do...
July...
Back to old life, but everything has changed,
Everyone is asunder now, she and all my friends,
Ostracized and alone, here I lie,
The truth refuses to sink in,
That she will never be mine,
Not even as a friend, let alone a lover,
But the feelings refuse to go,
Stuck like forever, in my heart they hover...
August...
We talk almost no more now,
Who started this silence I don't know,
But I am hurt, she isn't even a friend,
And every time I see her, the pain has to grow,
Sufferings in life, for flimsy reasons like this,
Is now seeming immature, but still gives me bliss,
I can't stop thinking of her these days,
And the love so deadly, is still refusing to go away...
September...
The love was going away,
But has returned again stronger,
Oh however much I try to forget her,
In my heart she is always there to linger,
Save me someone,
I don't want to love her anymore,
Save me my dear God,
Save me from loving this one last time...
October...
Exams again soon,
It's been so many days,
I think now I finally know,
For her only I had lost my way,
Time to reverse time,
And make everything alright,
To fix all between me and all,
At least try with all my might...
November...
She is in front of me this moment,
But I forbid my mind to bulge,
My heart tries in vain to forment,
Me to her again as before love,
It's time I feel free,
To sustain and survive,
The eyes are now down on the writing,
Instead of on her as they used to lie...
December...
I know all the gloom will end one day,
All the memories will fade,
All the holes I had felt in pain,
Will be fine, and I hope not remade...
Presently After An Year...
Everything's fine now, had to be someday,
Life goes on to the future, leaving no other way,
I am moving on too, to a future pristine & all new,
The love has realized it's importance,
And those who don't want it, don't get it these days,
I am waiting still, for someone to care for me,
But she won't be that, that I at last know truly,
And I am content with that, for I know the quietus will be well with me...
January...
I love her, I really do,
But whether she knows, I haven't got a clue,
I have fallen for her, in this year new,
Just a while ago, after exams before a days few,
I like her hair, I love her style,
I feel so happy, to see her smile,
The butterflies of new love, come to glow inside me,
A feeling all new again, lingering to be my destiny...
February...
This month's Valentine's Day,
But I can't confess my love yet,
For I don't want to startle her with that fact,
And who knows, if I say I might repent,
I shall just wait, and know her some more,
For I am her sands,
And she is my shore...
March...
She is queer with me sometimes,
The reason why I don't even know,
Except that maybe, just maybe,
My feelings for her she already knows,
The teenage love has begun to flow,
I am losing the patience to wait anymore,
I never am neither was so slow,
Especially for such beauties who I fervidly adore...
April...
Love is not easy, when you have studies to do,
And you know that the girl concerned,
Has maybe at last got the clue,
Tensions rise, it makes you sweat,
And when she doesn't respond to your love,
The more you begin to fret,
I just pray to God, that in the end all is well,
Or I else I will feel like, burning eternally in hell...
May...
Exam times are here,
Which I have never feared,
But fear there is in my mind no doubt,
For I am wondering what she will say,
When I tell her about my love today,
And the terror is gradually taking me away,
To place looking bleak, of rejection & heartbreak without hope,
And she said that's the truth, now I wonder how I will cope...
June...
Holidays going on, started after exams in may,
Away from friends for over two months,
I am missing everyone & her so much I can't say,
These wretched days, when will they end,
I tried to talk to her, times a few,
But the replies were same, nothing new,
She won't be there for me ever, she doesn't want to,
Vanquished in love again, I don't know now what to do...
July...
Back to old life, but everything has changed,
Everyone is asunder now, she and all my friends,
Ostracized and alone, here I lie,
The truth refuses to sink in,
That she will never be mine,
Not even as a friend, let alone a lover,
But the feelings refuse to go,
Stuck like forever, in my heart they hover...
August...
We talk almost no more now,
Who started this silence I don't know,
But I am hurt, she isn't even a friend,
And every time I see her, the pain has to grow,
Sufferings in life, for flimsy reasons like this,
Is now seeming immature, but still gives me bliss,
I can't stop thinking of her these days,
And the love so deadly, is still refusing to go away...
September...
The love was going away,
But has returned again stronger,
Oh however much I try to forget her,
In my heart she is always there to linger,
Save me someone,
I don't want to love her anymore,
Save me my dear God,
Save me from loving this one last time...
October...
Exams again soon,
It's been so many days,
I think now I finally know,
For her only I had lost my way,
Time to reverse time,
And make everything alright,
To fix all between me and all,
At least try with all my might...
November...
She is in front of me this moment,
But I forbid my mind to bulge,
My heart tries in vain to forment,
Me to her again as before love,
It's time I feel free,
To sustain and survive,
The eyes are now down on the writing,
Instead of on her as they used to lie...
December...
I know all the gloom will end one day,
All the memories will fade,
All the holes I had felt in pain,
Will be fine, and I hope not remade...
Presently After An Year...
Everything's fine now, had to be someday,
Life goes on to the future, leaving no other way,
I am moving on too, to a future pristine & all new,
The love has realized it's importance,
And those who don't want it, don't get it these days,
I am waiting still, for someone to care for me,
But she won't be that, that I at last know truly,
And I am content with that, for I know the quietus will be well with me...
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