I Wish I Could

I wish I could propose you, 
I wish I could surprise you, 
The windy day marked my way, 
Unnoticed in your path I lay, 
I am going to return, 
With you to a bushy fern, 
The fear is my life's thorn, 
More lethal than a buffalo's horn, 
You are so jolly today, 
The sun is showering all its rays, 
I don't know why I am afraid, 
After all that you have said, 
You do not speak, 
I wish I could be quick, 
Hopeless I had become, 
Along with anger some, 
But then your look melted it all, 
From the stairs of love, I was pressured to fall, 
I should not tell anymore, 
But everyone says, Encore, 
I wish I could say it now, 
Melting your heart somehow, 
So many desires burn in my heart, 
I failed to acquire the loving art, 
Then madness descended upon me, 
I wish I could make a melody, 
Every wish of mine points to you, 
Those can only be quenched by you, 
Overall there is only one wish, 
That we eat together from the same dish.